i did a survey here you go! and underneath is a play by play of the last few days!

When you're really thirsty, what do you enjoy drinking most?
man, tough question. lmfao. icey water...not last night half a can of beer.

What do you find inspirational in the world?
people who share things without expecting something back in return. gives me some hope for the planet...

What do/did you think of your high school?:
which one?!?!?! they all kinda bored me.

Where do you do your grocery shopping?
whichever grocery stores around when i want to buy foods.

Do you still have a VHS player?
kinda....its my parents.

Why is it that photography is becoming a trend?
people are lazy and not willing to put in the effort to learn a real art form?

Don't you hate it when one of your earbuds stops working?
Never happened to me

Do/did you take foods classes in high school?
for one term. made cupcakes. i dont really like cupcakes.

Do you enjoy making hemp necklaces and bracelets?:
oh hells yeaaaaa. and i make the beads for em to

What is your favourite bookstore?
i dont really buy books....i guess the book section at thrift stores? there are librarys in place that save you money ya know.

How can we tell if you are in a bad mood?
im very very quiet and a little bit sour to converse with.

How are you when you're in a really good mood?:
loud and chatty and pulling redicerous faces whilst talking with my hands?

When you're bored in class, what do you do?
doodle...nap...talk to other people

Have you ever changed yourself to fit in better?
...i try...but i always end up looking like heather example:the glamorous experiment.

Do you keep old shoeboxes?
i keep the ones my parents and brother get. i need all the storage i can get for sewing notions

What is something about you that is typical to someone of your gender?
im clingy and sometimes insecure. i dont like bugs.

What about something atypical?
i love playing in the dirt, getting really sweaty and counting a dip in the lake as a full bath while camping.

Are you similar to what your starsign says you should be?
as a cancer im sapposed to be an overly caring home based person. a little mama trying to make everyone happy.
its spot on and it slays me.

When asked to help make dinner, would you make the starter,main or dessert?
the main. big main. with garnish. i love making the din din

What did you have for lunch?
some burger king.

What's your least favourite thing about people your own age?
there morons with no direction in life or any kind of skill.

Name a really popular television show you never got into:
lost, star trek, american idol, prison break....well most of them. not a big tv watcher

What was the best thing that happened today?
i got loads of sewing stuff and three days of work at fabricland with miss molly

Were you one of those kids who were proud when they had a bruise?
im still one of those kids. bruises cuts and big scabby scrapes.

1. When was the last time you attended a funeral? Do you remember what the weather was like on that day?
ive never been

2. During the last winter, what was the largest amount of snowfall you experienced? Is this more or less than you have witnessed in other years?
i think it snowed for an hour all winter. so pissed off

3. Have you ever had a particularly uneventful birthday celebration? What caused it to be less than exciting?
maybe, my memory sucks. last year i got hammered and passed out really early during my own houseparty...sleeping is uneventful.

5. What was the last life-changing decision you made, and what prompted that decision?
im definatly going to move to montreal. i was prompted by the unreasonable houseing costs in vancouver.

6. If you currently have a job, how long do you think you will continue working there?
i am very unemployed

7. Is where your food comes from and the quality of your food important to you?
i did alot of foodbanking last year during my poor times living on my own, so i guess im very not concerned.

8. When was the last time you attended a place of worship? Was this of your own volition, or did someone make you come along?
i went to temple with larry and friends to get free indian food. it was delicious. so amazing that people are willing to go through the trouble to make all the food for no pay for all the poor young folk in vancovuer.

11. What was the last expensive thing you saved up for? Was it worth all that time and effort?
i havent saved really ever...i bought an ipod. it was expensive. $80.00 is expensive...

12. If/When you go to college, will you have to pay for it out of your own pocket? If not, how will you be covering the expenses?
student loans. followed by a lifetime of slavery to pay it off...if i ever go to school

13. When was the last time you did any sort of yardwork? Do you tend to mind that sort of physical activity, or would you prefer to avoid it?
its probably been two years. i like pulling weeds. dirty and sunny.

14. How bad was your last sunburn? Did it peel at all?
there was slight discomfort. happened during my last bout of gardening! it peeled. it was awesome to peel off.

15. How many times have you cried since 2o1o has begun? Which times were the worst?
i think i cried twice just due to money/work stress and having to move into my parents basement. the basement was the worst. it felt awful.

21. Do you ever shop at thrift stores? What do you think of those that do shop at such places? Do you have any issue with wearing pre-owned clothing?
i usually dont even wash my thrift store clothes before i wear it. im just that awful and ghetto. loves me a thrift store.

23. When was the last time you did something with one of your parents? Do you enjoy spending time with them, or would you rather hang out with someone else?
i made dinner with my dad the other day. it was fun.

24. Who was the last person to be there for you when you needed them? Do you appreciate this person and their efforts? Would you be likely to be there for them in return?
molly always letting me use her sewing machine <3<3<3

27. If you want a tattoo, do you sit with the design idea for awhile to make sure it is what you really want? In your opinion, how big of a decision is getting a tattoo?
i got my tattoo because i walked down the street saw the tattoo shop realized i had money and an hour later i had buttons up the back of my neck. i love myself...and that tattoo.

28. Do you feel more comfortable with the idea of getting pierced or tattooed (if those are things you want, anyway)? Why might you feel that way?
im down to get either. i love tattoos and piercings. my favs my nipple.

29. How has your weight changed in the past few months? Do you tend to eat more or less as the weather warms up?
i think im fatter. just because theres food at my parents. i eat when im bored...not warm or cold.

3o. Do you have a distinct springtime where you live?
humid. wet. rain......oh yea im in a rainforest. durrrrrr

32. Does it ever make you anxious to eat in front of others? Do you ever watch the way others eat?
i can eat nibbly things around people i dont know well. i wont eat subway in front of anyone. nothing messy. makes me so nervous. i just have wierd eating habits and shit. lol. i love watching people eat. people look wierd sometimes when the really chow down

34. Who is someone you hope you never have to see again?
no one is coming to mind. certain strippers who really got on my nerves i suppose

36. Is there a hobby you want to pick up or get back into; one that you have not done in awhile?
its been almost a year since ive been painting. i need to get my oils from north van.

39. Is staying a night out in the wild at all appealing to you? Why/why not?
i lover sleeping outside. its just so much better. sex in the dirt.

4o. What are some summer aromas that you enjoy?
sunscreen and mild sweat smell on the buses.

41. How good are you when it comes to sticking to a practice routine (for an instrument, et cetera)? Do you ever feel unmotivated to practice? If so, how do you deal with that sensation?
i have no staying power. if it doesnt really work the first or second time...i give up. i play no instruments.

42. Are you happier this year, or were you happier last year at this time? What changed in your life to account for your mood, if anything?
im happy with both. last time this year though i was in more of the place i wanted to be whereas this year i feel like a bit of a failure

45. Do you mind windy days, or being out in the wind?
i dig the wind. i bust out my really floaty dresses and feel romantic.

49. What are some things that are different about this summer compared to the last one? Do you think you'll enjoy yourself more this year, or will last year have the upper hand?
last summer my friends situation was alot more unified. however this year im a little more focused on my sewing which is making me money which is gonna make for a gongshow of a summer. TO THE MET MOLLY!

5o. Have you ever encountered any wildlife while camping, hiking, or simply being out of doors? What is the coolest thing that you have seen in the wild? In general, are wild animals frightening or interesting to you?
i came across a dead deer once. it was interesting because ive never been so slose to a deer. i could really see what it was all about. sad though. morbid of me...it was a scientific curiousity. wildlife freaks me out a bit. great at a distance, please dont come any closer.

52. Would you rather spend time in your back yard or your front yard? What influenced your decision?
my back yard has slight privacy in the co op. the front yard sucks and the chair isnt comfy.






ok so the last couple of days i got a pair of free acrylic nails from one of my strippers bought and ipod fell behind on my costumes dyed my hair pink felt crowded in my house and actually applied for jobs so i can move out and went drinking with my dear molly who did abba kareoke! WHOOOO GO MOLLY!

to lazy to post you pictures. so sorry. tommrow ill do something! to lazy to spellcheck. forgive me prease!

<3<3<3

oh what a night what a night

i had a fabulous night. fantastic. wondrous.
i was on a boat. and i had my flippy floppy's. rode some dolphins did some flips and shit. ya no the usual.
stephy on a boat!
soloman looking the wrong way while driving.
captain dan and i on a boat!

hes the sweetest man ever and drinks straight whiskey.

as a said in previous post, steph met some guy named Dan who had a boat and invited her and her new friend max sailing for the week, and so we went on the boat last night the hang after my sister finally sent me money and it was amazing and fun. except that i opted to bring like $60.00 worth of booze and like 6 liters of soda. i hiked my ass it Granville island with two massive bags. almost died. was very sweaty. hot.so yea it was awesome. i steered the boat a bit and the boy did and we were pirates.however, i have to meet two girls tomorrow with costumes i still haven't finished. so instead of going to wreck beach today as i had originally planned i am stuck at home sewing. sweet darling ginger boyfriend always singing.


if i finish early enough i think i may still head down to wreck. its sam and dano's going away party and everyone is sleeping on the beach we shall see. the boys all made Larry dress like them in cutoffs and a tank-top. and last night kutter found a massive flag that Richard is wearing to wreck as a poncho. so jealous. i wonder if i can manage this....

i hate stripper. they are evil.

for girls with so much money, you'd think it'd be easier to get a fucking deposit right?

hells no.

my sister is supposed to send me a deposit for a costume and shes supposed to send me money for the costumes of mine that shes sold. lame lame lame.

apparently purse shopping is more important the bank is to far away blah blah blah. i have a life to. you were supposed to send it this morning.

i want to pay my phone bill.

i want to go out with the boy who for once really wants me to come hang out with him.

our friend steph met a guy at danger bay who has a 40foot boat. now they are docked at Granville island for two hours. i have two hours to get down there. so i can get drunk on a boat with people i adore. but no. its to inconvenient for my sister to do shit she was supposed to do.

this is why i hate making her costumes. shes a pain in the ass. she gives me deposits a week before she needs them done and expects them to be high quality costume. sorry not possible. sewing for 18 hours straight makes me really depressed and hurts my ass. that chair isn't soft.

now she isn't answering her phone.

this is super bullshit. and i want to go get drunk on a boat with a sailor man who drinks whisky and plays Bob Dylan. ARGH

your ruining my Friday.

this that and some other junk

Ive been overnight at the boys again. so Ive accomplished nothing. my sister sold some bikinis though! phone-bill shall be paid and service RESTORED!!!!! argh!
as mentioned previously Ive got some pictures of the sketches. i retrieved my binder from delightful surrey aka butt fuck no wheres-ville.but first i want to show you what im working on right now. it was supposed to be done today...i still need to make a coat for it and i only made the cravat this evening. naughty naughty me.the costumes itself still needs a coat with tails and a thong.and now i will give you my sketches that i bothered to color as i am very proud of them. i may even put them on my website! *the picture up loader is hella slow..... -_-alright sweet sweet triumph over technology, can i get a woot woot?

<3<3<3

ive been locked out. gots to pee

2:23pm

i wrote this blog entry sitting in my backyard. because i forgot my key when i left the other day. now i am locked out of my house. i am retyping this out of my notebook. its sure to get a little reambly depending on when i am let inside.

i spent the last two nights at the boys house basically watching him play a game called fallout. super fun. yea i know. although it was actually pretty cool. the game is super huge and interactive and there are a billion things to do and the whole premise of the game is cool. and its cool. cool. i like it.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fallout_%28video_game%29

the Wikipedia explains the plot a little. its real cool.

my sister was at the house with us on the first night as well on her stopover before flying to Edmonton to work. she took a good number of my bikinis with her *fingers crossed* hope she sells something!
also! a few of my girls have come through for me with costume deposits. so i can actually pay my phone bill, get a bus pass AND print my business cards! YAY! finally ill have my cards! i tradred on of my girls a bikini for doing the design up on the computer. heres the front so u can see how awesome it is!!!


SO COOOOOOOOL!
it means its really a business ya know.
ive also recently learned that two of the girls im making costumes for are competing against eachother in miss nude westcoast! its an exotic dance/poledance competition. my costumes are competing!!! but im under strict orders from both girls not to leak what the costumes are. top secret! lol.
one of them is a doing a strawberry shortcake theme and jumping out of a big cake! shes going to hand out little goody-bags with cakes and condoms and stuff in them. she wants to put my business card in them to! apparently a lot of dancers come watch the competition, so i might get some new clientele in the end!

i guess ill go around to the front yard and see if anyones home.
OK so no ones home. so ill continue writing.

my little brother broke his arm (since coming inside i signed DOUCHE<3 on his cast. Sucka!). hes the youngest of 3 and finally someone broke a bone. my poor mom was probably pretty upset. i saw the news on face-book so Ive yet to see the cast. he was skateboarding. probably in the rain.

WHY ISN'T ANYONE HOME YET!!!!! its almost 4. people start getting home at 3:30. this better not be one of those days where no one shows til like 6...ugh. at least the weather became glorious and sunny again. its a beautiful day in Vancouver.

i need to pee really really badly...and im running out of stuff to write about. the front yard isn't really as comfy as the back yard...the chairs up here suck. maybe ill just go back there lol.

i was going to bike over to the library to kill some time, but my my bike lock is inside. foolishness on my part. my locks locked in and im locked out. wheres my brother? he should be home by now. my kitty is pawing at the window meowing at me all like "MOOOOOMMM jeez wtf?!?! you aren't home for 2 days and you don't even come say hi?!?!?!?!!?" sorry moonbeam. id love to come give you cuddles but there's a door in my way. unlock it for me? i know you can. sneaky cat. this is moon. i love him.
Back in the backyard *sigh*. i left a note in front saying

"I'm in the backyard
really need to pee!
please come let me in!?

<3H "

now the cats hating me through the back window. i think someones home. the dogs are barkin. but it might be because someones dog is barking in the co op....yup. no bathroom for me...

3:50pm

im gonna take out a kid kicking a can up the sidewalk. "QUIET YOU!!!!"

i guess i should write a to do list or something...would you like to know some of the things Ive put off this week?

- clean tarp-land
- change kitty litter
- put together big pink shelf
- put boxes choking up basement space like weeds onto pink shelf
- clean basement
-fix moms sweater
-fix dads pants
- black sequined half jacket
-white cravat with sequined edges
-finish clown costume bra
-stare at wall
-stare at pile of work

Ive just realized that Ive left my binder in surrey at the boys house. tres unfortunate. there is a costume drawing in there that i was supposed to email to a girl tomorrow.
perhaps ill ask him to meet me at the sky-train or something.

4:10 BLARRRRGHHHARGHHHHKHRTKHAKHKRTHK

why do i forget my key! WHY is the door locked?!?!?!?! my brother never locks the door. i think when i get my binder ill post the drawings up here for whomever cares to look. im pretty proud of my one evening of unlazy drawing. i watched south-park and colored. my life, its hard, i swear. poor moon wants outside so badly. he keeps pawing at the window and rolling around all adorable like. he was up on the fence the other day eying up the cute little birds. one poor unsuspecting bird wasn't even a foot from him face and moon looked like a handicap dwarf jaguar who didn't know what to do...he now sports a big,noisy,manly? gold bell. just in case!
its nice because he cant sneak around in the basement when its dark and scare the living daylights out of me while i try to fall asleep. douche cat.

4:20 this officially sucks....

4:30 there are some nasty looking Grey clouds rolling in. i may have to go back to the front yard undercover if it rains.

and that is the extent of my being locked out. i am now inside and have done nothing on my list. lmfao. i am a procrastinating water fowl and i wants a nap

<3<3<3

OMG!!!!!

how dare you have another blog! that has a schwack load of web comics! i already waste all my time doing abso-fucking-lutly nothing!!!!!

I BLAME YOOOOOUUUU!!!!!

<3<3 thought i ought to say it.

(you know who you are!) *glare*

parkparties are so much fun.....NOT!

yea i went to my b day party for my friend. upon arrival to the park my group was informed of the arrival of the police, so we all left and marched 12 blocks to another park. it was well lit so i got to sit down and see who was about. I'm to old for park parties. there all great fun when your 15 or 16 and cant really go anywhere else so your spare chance to find a party where someone can boot for you is golden.
but im old enough to go to the bar. which i so much prefer. no drunk young boys stumbling around. and its just so evident whos severly fucked up on drugs under park lighting. im not in disagreeance with drugs, go for it. really. the littler ones just get sooooo rediculously fucked up. it just makes me shake my head a little.
all in all i gave up, sat in the park, talked some smack with my friends, had two whole beers, watched really drunk girls trying to tripod around (three leaning on each-other the stand straight), and promptly gave up and was home by 11:30. I'm a boring ass hermit. here is an example of the style of shenanigans i witnessed. this is a random internet picture...but the idea. its the same.
it doesn't help that Ive come to just severely dislike a huge amount of my friends. i haven't really heard from anyone since moving out of my own place. all month. not a word. i feel its because i don't have the desirable crash pad with indoor pot smoking allowed.

and a lot of them have changed. a lot. they are just different. and i feel like there straight up douchier. i love them. but i don't know right now.

i really love all of the boy's circle of friends. there all just to sweet. just wanna have fun. no one being greedy. all sharing and shit. just generally a really nice bunch to hang out with. i luff them <3. sigh. life's mean like that.

still waiting on deposits, still no phone. ugh.

i'm hungry...i think ill eat ice-cream for breakfast...or toast. lol

<3<3<3 happy noon.