parkparties are so much fun.....NOT!

yea i went to my b day party for my friend. upon arrival to the park my group was informed of the arrival of the police, so we all left and marched 12 blocks to another park. it was well lit so i got to sit down and see who was about. I'm to old for park parties. there all great fun when your 15 or 16 and cant really go anywhere else so your spare chance to find a party where someone can boot for you is golden.
but im old enough to go to the bar. which i so much prefer. no drunk young boys stumbling around. and its just so evident whos severly fucked up on drugs under park lighting. im not in disagreeance with drugs, go for it. really. the littler ones just get sooooo rediculously fucked up. it just makes me shake my head a little.
all in all i gave up, sat in the park, talked some smack with my friends, had two whole beers, watched really drunk girls trying to tripod around (three leaning on each-other the stand straight), and promptly gave up and was home by 11:30. I'm a boring ass hermit. here is an example of the style of shenanigans i witnessed. this is a random internet picture...but the idea. its the same.
it doesn't help that Ive come to just severely dislike a huge amount of my friends. i haven't really heard from anyone since moving out of my own place. all month. not a word. i feel its because i don't have the desirable crash pad with indoor pot smoking allowed.

and a lot of them have changed. a lot. they are just different. and i feel like there straight up douchier. i love them. but i don't know right now.

i really love all of the boy's circle of friends. there all just to sweet. just wanna have fun. no one being greedy. all sharing and shit. just generally a really nice bunch to hang out with. i luff them <3. sigh. life's mean like that.

still waiting on deposits, still no phone. ugh.

i'm hungry...i think ill eat ice-cream for breakfast...or toast. lol

<3<3<3 happy noon.